Ego and Weapons of Mass Destruction, not a Good Combination.

Did an hour and 35 minutes of meditation. Still got some ways to go, the insanity is still there, although it’s more like a background noise now than something I identify with. Like a radio I can tune out of.
 
The most difficult thing I am finding, is how to describe what I am feeling to other people. I am not just walking this path for myself. Awakening takes a long time, but at this time we don’t have that much time. There has to be a way to explain what is, in as few words as possible, a way that transcends cultural and language barriers, so people everywhere can immediately understand what the path to freedom is. Something that cuts straight through the conditioning and helps people see clearly.
 
People of this age need to wake up fast, unlike previous ages, the maya self now has the power to destroy more than ever before. An ego mixed with weapons of mass destruction is a bad combination.
 
There needs to be a mass awakening on earth, not just a few enlightened beings dotted here and there, no that won’t do, there needs to be a mass blooming everywhere – that is what will save the day and bring peace and balance back to the earth. We all need to lose our egos, or at least the majority of us do, cause the majority can pull the rest along if need be (;

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Stick to the Path

I’m still seeing Buddhas everywhere in almost every thing I look at. A side effect of the hour long meditation I did yesterday. I feel a bit euphoric, perhaps even a wee bit trippy – I am trying not to get attached to this pleasant mental state, as I’m guessing it is also part of the Maya self. It could be the ego trying to distract me from meditation practise with nice hallucinations. I watch, without thinking, It is insane that a part of my mind is working against me like this, I don’t fight it though, it isn’t really my enemy, it is a mental illness that I can hopefully sort out if I just keep walking this path…

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Ufos and War

This is an interesting episode, it seems to me that the ufos eren’t trying to threaten anyone, the acts of aggression came from the military. I was shocked to learn the US was contemplating dropping another nuke during the Korea war, after what they did to Japan, how could some general sit there and want to use such evil weapons again. It seems some ufos intervened and disarmed the weapons and prevented the pilots dropping the bombs, & also from fighting back. I believe not being able to attack the ufos saved their lives and it seems the best way to survive a ufo encounter is to not be aggressive towards it.
The aliens whoever they are, are much more advanced than we are, reaching levels either in their technology or evolution that would make them seem like Gods to us. They seem to be watching our wars very closely and any time it looks like a nuke will be used they act to stop it. This comforts me, because I feel we need that kind of intervention, we are messing with advanced stuff, that we don’t seem to have the maturity or wisdom to use safely.
This planet is unique, the universe may well be teeming with life, but the life on this planet is unique to this planet. What we have here on earth is special, but we are too caught up in childish wars, advertising and greed to really appreciate and notice the wonder of the natural world around us, that we are standing on a planet in a massive universe, within this vacuum of space, cosmic radiation, meteorites, asteroids, we are on this planet with just a thin vulnerable atmosphere and the Earth’s magnetic field to protect us; and there is so much life on it, this planet has so much life on it everywhere. That is our heritage, that is the real treasure.
 I think aliens are puzzled by our warfare and the way we treat one another, the horrifying things mankind does to itself and to the other organisms that live on this planet, I believe what we do seems like strange behaviour to them.
I think they appear in random public places to deliberately upset our governments, & our military generals, who keep trying to cover them up and keep them secret from the public.
They don’t like the military much, and the military are afraid of them. The government have no power over these ufos, there is nothing they can do about it. If the military tries to attack them, they either get their attack deflected back at them, due to some really advanced karmic shield that is beyond our understanding, or the weapons are disabled before they can be used to fire at the ufos. It has to be noted ufos never attack first, it is always the military who attacks first, I believe as well that the ufos sometimes disable aircraft weapons to stop the pilots hurting themselves.
 I also wonder if some of these scary stories about ufos i.e. the creepy stories about the greys, preying mantis aliens and reptoids are actually deliberate disinformation created by our intelligence services to make us afraid of ufos and to think of them as our enemy.
The truth I believe is they are just trying to stop us destroying ourselves… they don’t want to interfere too much, only when our violence gets too extreme or there is a threat we will use nuclear weapons again… who knows, I thought this was an interesting episode though, got me thinking… as you can probably tell (:

Omniverse

I know this is a subject some folk can’t get into, so feel free to roll your eyes and roll your mouse wheel to a more everyday kinda post, you don’t have to read this, it may be a bit too off the wall for many people (:
 However I won’t apologize or anything, and I might sound crazy or whatever, but I don’t care. I have experienced stuff in my life that I can’t explain with our current official explanation of life given to us by the establishment. I have experienced stuff that has shown me there is more to this reality than we are told. This isn’t faith, not something I believe, it isn’t a theory, it is something I just know deep inside, like a powerful inner affirmation.
What we know in our current understanding of life and the universe, as amazing as that is, as wonderful as the inventions are, I love computers and my electronic musical instruments, and it still blows my mind trying to understand how they work, how I can be sat here now typing this; but despite that, despite all the stuff we have learnt, I know deep within that all our current knowledge and understanding, is just a mere reflection of light on the tip of a massive iceberg.
 I’ve been getting into the topic of ufos and aliens a lot lately. The reason for this is I have seen quite a few ufos myself, and that’s what got me researching the topic. The internet is full of information on this subject and explores the topic in great detail and it goes to all sorts of depths and breadths, & looks at it from many different angles, it is a fascinating topic.
I won’t go into all of it, most folk probably know some of it, and man anyone interested in it, should just go do an internet search on it themselves and learn more. The UFO phenomenon is something that has really gripped our age, our times. Like something that deliberately comes along and shakes up the official narrative of the status quo we are all expected to believe in. It turns all this dull same old same old of the establishment on it’s head and creates a spark of curiosity in the mind that makes you look beyond the status quo.
I was listening to an interesting interview on The Richie Allen Show​ radio show this evening, with a guy called Alfred Webre. He talks about there being an omniverse, where there are many different realities all existing in the same space. It blew my mind, because although at first I found what he said hard to believe, when I listen again it started to make sense.
I’m not saying I believe any of this, I tend to try and discover the truth of things on my own, do my own research and build my own evolving conclusions about stuff. That’s the best way for people to be I think, we all need to find out what’s true and false by ourselves. People can point us in certain directions, and we can listen, walk towards those directions and discover if they are right, but we must walk that path on our own, make those discoveries on our own, no one else can walk it for you.
 It was all interesting and there was a part that got me thinking, where he talks about a sentient self aware alien AI that came to earth and is manipulating the human race. It wants to bring about transhumanism, to make us all one with the machines and with the alien AI. There are people on earth that know about this and are trying to help the AI by accelerating the process. It is a point in time that many computer scientists call the singularity.
The idea of transhumanism is something I’ve read about, and there are many scientists who really do want to bring this about. It is something that has always creeped me out, this idea of humans merging with the machine; and it all sounds familiar to me, I though about why it sounds familiar and it reminds me of the description of the Beast in the book of revelation.
 Now I’m not going all religious, I have no idea if there is a God or not. I’m not saying I believe this, I’m also not saying I don’t believe this, it is something I’ve only just learnt about and so will look into it. I’m open minded enough not to dismiss it as ridiculous, but also not naïve enough to blindly believe it.
I’m writing this down to just put my thoughts out there for people to take or leave as they like. I might sound crazy, but I am actually rational. Besides what is crazy?
 It could be said that anyone who accepts this current dull version of reality the establishment serves us, is crazy. This unhappy narrative, with it’s constant advertising, mass media and politicians that lie and try to divide us against one another – hide the truth from us.
A reality where we make terrible weapons of war and now possess enough weapons of mass destruction to completely obliterate all life on earth. Yet we continue to manufacture them.
We take all kinds of sh-t from politicians, corporations and the aristocracy and we don’t fight back or stand up for ourselves. We accept poverty, we can’t stop polluting the environment, we believe in crazy unnatural stuff like economics and believe money is the only thing that can save us.
Many of us work really hard in low paid jobs, and we carry on working even though it makes us miserable. We work for something that isn’t enough, like a carrot constantly dangled in front of us that is always out of our reach. We feel trapped, unhappy, struggle to pay and keep up with all these bills that seem to get higher and higher, we feel despair.
 That isn’t how we are meant to live. We are greater than that.
The first person interviewed in this show, she talked about fracking and why it is bad; and she said an interesting thing, that despite all the bad stuff happening in the world, she believes people are changing now, that we are all rediscovering our humanity and that felt right to me, resonated inside. Something to hold on to no matter how dark things get, there is always hope.
It is true – people are starting to see through the illusion now and find themselves again (:

Atheist or Theist, Does it Matter?

Not sure what I am, I’m neither a theist or an atheist. There’s a lot of stuff in this universe that is a mystery to us. We base everything on a tiny fraction of the light we observe.

I don’t know if any of this is real.

Quantum mechanics is fascinating stuff. Recently learned our sense of smell uses quantum mechanics, and I’m still trying to get my head round how that works.

There’s lots of mysteries out there, we are only really looking at a tiny part of the universe; in the tiny part we look at, a lot of stuff happens that can’t be explained.

Who knows if there’s a God or not. We have no evidence either way. All we have is faith, whether it’s faith in science or faith in something supernatural.

If there is a God, then one question is, where did God come from?

If there is no God, then where did quarks come from?

If both answers are the same, that they just are, & they’ve always existed & nothing created them, then that isn’t a satisfying answer to either question imo.

At the end of the day it doesn’t matter what you believe, as long as you don’t force your beliefs onto others and try to make them conform to your way of thinking.

You don’t have to believe in God to show compassion, empathy or kindness.

The world is a better place when we’re nice to one another, you don’t have to follow a religion to do that.

Reincarnation

In a completely random fashion; my thoughts turned to the topic of reincarnation.

I tried to find in my limited CPU of a brain, a theory that sounds at least quasi possible and perhaps a wee bit believable.

Nobody knows what happens when we die. People have had near death experiences, but from what I gather the brain can continue to function even after the heart has stopped beating, and if that person is being given artificial resucitation, then the brain will still be alive.

So the different experiences people have after their heart stops beating for a short time, even the ones where people experience a sudden blackness then nothing, these are not necessarily what happens. The only way to really know is if the brain dies, but if that happens you’re not going to be coming back to tell anyone anyway. So what happens when we die is a complete mystery.

The hadrons that have come together to make our bodies don’t die, they carry on. Our matter will decay but the hadrons will be dispersed into the universe.

So I was thinking maybe what happens is, when we die it feels like going to sleep; & maybe we wake up again but as a different person or organism with no memory of any life we may have lived previously.

Hundreds, maybe thousands of years could pass by from our death, and by some unexplained mechanism (yeah this is the dodgy part of the theory,) those hadrons that were scattered after our death somehow reunite again to form a brand new living organism and we wake up and become conscious again.

Even though hundreds, thousands, perhaps even millions of years have passed, for us it will feel like no time has passed at all, it will feel exactly like going to sleep and waking up again. The difference will be we are waking up this time with no memory of who or what we were before we fell asleep (died.)

A bit deep for a Thursday, but I don’t care, I like thinking about this sort of stuff (: