Gaza & Calais & Libya

Israel are a bunch of arsewipes.

I’m not talking about the nice Israelis who are campaigning against the human rights abuses & illegal landgrabs. The nice Jews who are trying to help & support Palestinians; but the nasty right wing evil bastards who have a special place reserved for them in the deepest Hell.

I am grateful for what we here take for granted in the UK. People in Gaza have nothing. Many are without water, power or homes. They lost everything because of Israel’s brutal air strikes last year. Yet somehow Palestinians keep their spirits up & have hope. They’re amazing.

Me I wake up in the morning & I can turn on a tap & get water instantly, I’m lucky, many folk in Gaza don’t have that, they can’t even rebuild their homes because of the cruel Israeli blockade.

It makes me feel angry, especially as our own government supports this evil.

What is wrong with some people?

Don’t they have a heart?

These right wing Zionist pricks seem to have nothing but cold hard piss flowing through their veins.

We British have become a cold hearted shower of shite. Many of these migrants in Calais the selfish British public & politicians are whining about are refugees, we Brits bombed their country, we supported destabilizing their home, left it in a fucking mess.

Instead of turning to look the other way, shunning them, building a wall around our hearts & shores & laying the blame on other countries for our mess. Why not show some compassion & help these people. Stop criticizing France & have a long hard look at yourself Britain.

Do we want to be a country of hard hearted nasty misers? Or a country that shows some compassion, takes responsibility for it’s actions, helps those families whose homes were destroyed by our military actions?

Do we want the rest of the world to see us as nasty unpleasant rude obnoxious self serving twats?

Or as a nation of compassionate people, who make friends with other nations & share what they have with those less fortunate than themselves?

The way Britain is behaving about Calais, & it isn’t just politicians, it’s a huge chunk of the miserable British public as well, it is disgusting. I am ashamed to be British. It is becoming a nasty place.


The Struggle Within

Seeing all aspects of myself unfolding, not all that pretty, but a necessary destruction of my selfishness I think. Like a struggle within between light & dark.

Bubbles coming to the surface of my mind, then a power that is beyond measure rises from it’s surface, it just is, no words can really describe it other than it is. it shapes the world & exists in everyone. Like a dragon it weaves through our existence, an energy, it creates miracles, but these miracles are only miracles to us cause we don’t understand what is behind them.

My doubt takes over again & I lose touch of this energy & go back into a feeling of powerlessness & despair that can feel like a dam. I become weak & lose my will & give in to bad habits & laziness, I choose to give up & not to meditate or pray & my connection to the cosmic dragon feels lost & like it never happened.

Then I regain focus & remember it is just my thoughts. To remember this is a sign of hope I find, & a candle for my despair which helps me to see in the dark, if even just a glimmer it is enough to lift my spirits & to keep on fighting, if fighting is the right word, maybe understanding is a better word.

It’s a Plant

It’s good that some police chiefs are speaking out in support of legalizing cannabis. The argument that cannabis causes psychosis, doesn’t hold a candle to how alcohol causes psychosis, & now apparently tobacco causes psychosis as well, & the odds of getting schizophrenia from nicotine are slightly higher than for cannabis. If people are going to use drugs recreationally or medicinally cannabis is actually less harmful than coffee, it has never killed anyone & is much safer than any other drug I can think of. It Isn’t something you’d particularly worry about people using. It isn’t even a drug really, it’s a herb.

If it was legal I wager many people would be happy just to use that & the majority of folk wouldn’t bother to use other drugs.
People who are stoned on cannabis are less likely to cause trouble in town & city centres on Fri/Sat nights, as it tends to make people feel peaceful & contemplative, unlike alcohol.

I’m not holding my breath for them to lift prohibition, but maybe in the future if people keep chipping away, & petitioning, maybe this plant will be liberated.

I think when it is finally set free, that good things will happen in the world, medicinally it can help with many ailments, including some forms of cancer. And because it has no overdose potential there is no fear of patients overdosing. They might get a whitey if they take too much & feel a bit anxious or paranoid, but it won’t harm them, just means they’ll probably not take so much in future. Being too stoned isn’t a medical emergency, unlike other medications that can poison you & cause biological harm – cannabis doesn’t cause any biological harm if you take too much. Nobody has ever died from using it.
That’s true as well, research it.

Caffeine & paracetamol have caused fatalities in people, but there are no recorded deaths as a direct result of using cannabis.

Not only is this plant good for medicine, but it can be used to make paper (which will help save trees & wildlife habitat.)

It can be used to make resilient eco friendly building materials, it’s stalks can be made into a superconductor as good as graphene, but a lot cheaper.

It can be used to make biological plastic that doesn’t harm the environment.

It can be used to make clothes & ropes.
It’s seeds are a nutritious food source for all animals.

It can be used as fuel, & there’s other uses I’ve read about but forgotten.

It may well be one of the most useful plants to humans on earth.

Can’t Take no More Conspiracy

I have reached the point where I can’t take anymore conspiracy theories. My brain just won’t allow it, has started making me feel on edge & overly anxious. I respect it though, & some of the information is something we all need to look at in detail. However there’s so much wrong with the world it starts to feel like the image of someone climbing a mountain with a huge concrete block attached to their back. It all starts to feel hopeless, some of it is so dark you feel like you need a psychic shower afterward. Not from the people who give the information, but the shocking evil that it reveals going on in the world. It makes me grieve inside & want to draw close to the hearth of my soul.

How is it that so much evil is allowed to go on in the world?

I immediately switched on my music station & started working on some synth beats & I felt this whoosh of energy come out of me man, like it needed to be released, felt all these blockages in my body where the energy didn’t feel too good, & I weaved my music to try & unblock them.

What I was doing didn’t make any sense, except maybe to my unconscious mind. It felt like a deeply powerful experience. I haven’t been able to cry for a while now. My emotions feel a bit blunted to be honest. Crying is a good thing for anyone to do. Weeping helps you release all that energy & empty your psychic cup, so you can receive something new.

It felt similar to crying, but it wasn’t sad as such, it was both happy & sad at the same time, if that makes sense?

It felt like a psychic detox.

I need to fill that cup with some hope now.

There’s a lot of evil going on in the world.

What can we do about it?

It seems an impossible task. We don’t live in a fair democracy & many people live in fear of change & believe what they read in the newspapers.

Many don’t care, as long as they have their TV dramas, shitty plastic music, & Xfactor, they believe they’re living in a democracy.

Some don’t want to know or accept the truth of what’s going on, or don’t want to believe it is happening. I am one of these people, or at least I was. I understand this fear of despair. Many of us feel powerless, that is a horrible way to feel, so it is better not to think about it too much & let it go just so you can cope.

And then there are those that agree with evil & become self righteous about it.

How the Hell do we break free of this?

We’ve had revolutions before & in the end nothing changes, evil grows again. The root of it is so embedded in humanity, no matter how much you prune it it always grows back.

Need to figure out where/what the root is, & then pull it up so it can’t grow back. To do that requires a lot of effort. It is painful difficult & unpleasant work.

However will the world ever truly change if we don’t change ourselves?

Sort out your Log First Obama

I don’t think America has the right to criticize other countries for their human rights record, not when they imprison more of their population for minor harmless offences than any other country in the world & then there’s the elephant in the room the Guantanamo Bay concentration camp.

CIA torture.

Mass surveillance.

Police brutality, the amount of people who die at the hands of psychotic American police is chilling.

Some states won’t allow people to collect rainwater or grow their own food.

Switching off the water supply for the people of Detroit. There are groups of people living there who have to all chip in just to get one house connected to the water mains & then they share the tap & get what they need via buckets to take back to their own homes. Water is a human right imo, the way people in Detroit are being treated is disgusting &  not something you’d expect to see in a first world country.

Sorry America, before you go criticising other nations for their human rights abuse, take the log out of your own eye.

I agree with what Obama said, but coming from America, no one in Africa cares what America thinks. They don’t trust their vaccines after the CIA disguised as doctors scandal. And the US corporate landgrabs in Africa are causing many of the people to go hungry, whilst the food gets shipped off to the US. America has no right to moralise about anything, not till they sort out their own evil.

The New World Order

*** disclaimer: the following is just my thoughts. At the moment people still have the freedom to say what they think, not for much longer, but I’m going to post as much as I can while I still have the right. Thought crime isn’t here yet, although it is just around the corner, Mark my words!

Don’t judge what I say too harshly or even believe it, do your own research, I could be wrong.

Although anyone who doesn’t feel worried about what is happening to our human rights, all this mass surveillance, talk of thought crime, all this persecution of the unemployed, immigrants, Muslims & trade unions – should be. ***

The more this bullsh#t war on terrorism develops the more convinced I am it is a conspiracy. Not just to subjugate us here in Britain, but the whole world. I believe, & these are just my thoughts, this isn’t a group of people called the Illuminati as many conspiracy theorists suggest, but the rise of the Nazis again & the beginning of the Fourth Reich.

Many people believe the Nazis were defeated after WWII,  they weren’t, The US absorbed many of them into it’s society & gave them amnesty in exchange for knowledge, it was called Operation Paperclip. A lot of these Nazis ended up in high ranking positions in the US.

Quite a few US corporations & wealthy families were admirers of Hitler & sent funds to the Nazis. Our own royal family were guilty of this too.

Other Nazis not captured or given amnesty by operation paperclip after the war escaped into South America or created new identities for themselves & disappeared.

The Nazis had a plan that not many people are aware of. (If anything the death of Hitler just made them more sneaky & dangerous, as they no longer had to follow just his ideas.) In the event they lost the war, they were to bring about the Fourth Reich in secret & slowly over time. They were to infiltrate all aspects of society, especially at the top & through implementation of slow gradual changes, gradually take over the globe. The fruits of which are starting to form today.

This may sound farfetched, but you have to remember they will be smart enough not to call themselves Nazis anymore. WWII happened, these people & their ideas were real. They were clever & many of them survived to take up prominent positions in the US.

Like a game of chess, they’ve been biding their time, putting the pieces in place, & now it seems they are almost ready to spring the trap & force us all into the Fourth Reich.

Yes I am saying our intelligence services are now run by Nazis & have been for some time. Many corporations are run by Nazis & much of the aristocracy supports Nazi values.

Mussolini defined fascism as a government putting the interests of corporations before anything else.

They want to make us pay for everything & control how we think, watch what we do. Large corporations like Google want to send advertisements to us in our most private moments; in the future they may beam adverts directly into our brains via implants.

Banks are buying up the world’s water supply. In some places where they control the water they are telling people it is illegal to collect rainwater.
People in some US states can be put in prison for collecting rainwater. (So called land of the free.)

There may be another economic collapse soon, credit will become worthless, but water, we always need water. If we’re thirsty we will do as we are told for a drink. Fracking & other forms of pollution will make water undrinkable & scarce & we will be forced to depend on banks to supply us with clean drinking water at very high costs.

Companies like Monsanto want to control the world’s food supply. In the future we all may very well be not allowed to grow our own food or collect our own water. Not yet… It won’t all happen at once, it will happen gradually, imperceptibly.

By the time people realize what is going on it will be too late, there will be the army, drones, armoured police patrolling our streets, mass surveillance watching our every move, the tyrranny will have already happened.

Once we have the army patrolling our streets, they will stay there. They will tell us at first it is temporary, but that temporary presence will go on & on. We will get used to it, & when they start telling us we can’t grow our own food or collect rainwater, & we aren’t happy about it, it will be tough, because the forces to control us will be in place.

The government is saying this war against ISIS could take another 20 years, once we have the army patrolling the streets, that gives them 20 years to justify their presence & get us used to it.

They might bring about all the changes sooner than originally intended, they do seem to be in a hurry all of a sudden, this may be a mistake on their part, a younger more arrogant hot headed internet savvy generation of Nazis with less patience, who are used to instant results, a bit more impatient & greedy than the generation before them, I don’t know.

If they are being reckless, then I think there might be hope & like the Third Reich we will eventually kick this lot’s arse too. Although it might be a different war than the last one, a lot more about guerrilla warfare & staying in the shadows, guerrilla warfare may well mean non-violent skills like hacking & disrupting the computers & electronic devices they depend on so much… who knows.. maybe I am getting too far ahead of myself here…

We’re not there yet, the tyrranny Isn’t in full force yet, but if people don’t fight back, don’t wipe the X-factor from their eyes & stand up & fight, we will end up there. New laws keep being secretly pushed through parliament which are eroding more of our civil rights & setting in motion future events that will bring in a worldwide tyranny.

We are heading for a society similar to what is portrayed in the book ‘The Hunger Games.’ The Fourth Reich will not be quite the same as the Third one, they won’t have a raging madman like Hitler in charge, telling them what to do, but it will be just as evil.

This war on terror is just a tool they use to push through an agenda. Hitler used false flags. One Nazi false flag convinced the German public to support an invasion of Poland.

False flags are one of the oldest tricks in the book for manipulating the public into doing what you want & giving up rights in exchange for security.

Just because this is 2015 with all our modern computerized gadgets, doesn’t mean people have changed all that much, particularly those who hold onto power & who control the wealth. These people are still as cold, calculating & devious as they have always been through human history.

Remember Hitler first went after the trade unionists… then the socialists, I don’t think the Fourth Reich will go after Jews, I think this time they are targeting Muslims. Islam has become the new focus of hate in the media & every time a bomb goes off or there is a shooting it is blamed on Islamist extremists, even before anything is even known about the perpetrators of the terrorism. When the perpetrators are found, they are automatically assumed to be members of the latest terrorist organization. It used to be Al Queda, now every attack is blamed on ISIS. Who very conveniently are attacking Syria, whom our government wanted to invade, but was held back by the British public. Now it has emerged our government has been conducting air strikes against Syria illegally, without public approval or knowledge.

Guantanamo Bay is a concentration camp, full of Muslims who have not committed an offence, they have had allegations made about them which haven’t been proved, none have had a fair trial.

Gaza is ignored by most of the world, it has become an open air prison for the Muslim people who live there.

Why Muslims? Because Arab people dominate the Middle East, & the Middle East has trillions of barrels of untapped oil reserves.

What is this government currently doing, what is in the media? What has been gradually going on since the late 1970’s to trade unions & employee rights?

The US spends trillions of dollars on it’s military, much of it unaccounted for in secret black budget projects, the US also pretty much dictates to NATO how much it should be spending on the military. Why do we need to spend so much money on the military? Especially when this spending means many of our own people go cold & hungry…

The US has declined to return gold it was supposed to be looking after to countries who have asked for it back, why?


I admit I am one of these irrational folk who touches wood when I say something I don’t want bad spirits to hear, or panic if I break a mirror. When you think about it rationally this is very odd bizarre behaviour & can really dominate & get in the way of seeing things as they really are.

I sometimes use divinition as well when I don’t know what to do, although I try to look at it now as not telling me what to do, but using it for random inspiration to give me a lift when I need it. It isn’t rational & it is not really wise to use it often. Ultimately I must learn to take responsibility for my own actions, & choose for myself what to do, without needing to consult a random Oracle for inspiration.

If there is a pre-determined future then that isn’t very comforting for me. Fate implies everything in life is pre-ordained, therefore if it has been decided by some divinity I am to be a certain way then I am stuck like that. It renders me powerless to take charge of my own life & set myself free. I become dependant on the whim of a God who likes to deal in absolutes.

This I don’t believe, I believe we can take charge of our own destiny, there is no pre-ordained prophecy. We make our own future.

Life can be cruel, & many people are victims of circumstance or made to conform to the will of control freaks forcing their views on others.

Yet despite that, we still have the power inside to set ourselves free, to gain insight & enlightenment, to find the path to freedom, even in all that despair & chaos, you can still find the path to inner peace.

I will try not to worry about superstition or any of that stuff anymore as it gets in the way of truth; traps me in irrational behaviour, which stems from the fear of something imaginary.